Sending my love to you and mommy watch over her ok nite nite little man hugs xxxxxxxx Close
Thinking of you xxxxxxxx / Cindy Kaydes Mommy Read >>
Thinking of you xxxxxxxx / Cindy Kaydes Mommy Close
Hello little Kilian. x / Valerie Haslett (^i^ Friend )Read >>
Hello little Kilian. x / Valerie Haslett (^i^ Friend )
Hello lovely little Kilian, your such a special angel. and you have such a lovely mom who keeps my Ian's candles going when I cannot get on. Thank you Mommy. Kilian angel baby I hope you are getting ready foir Jesus birthday, I know you will have lots of celebrations. But don't forget to visit mommy always x x x
Hello. and hope you are ok. / Angela Wrate Nicky's Mum (Angel care /forever friend. )Read >>
Hello. and hope you are ok. / Angela Wrate Nicky's Mum (Angel care /forever friend. ) Just to let you know that i am thinking of you and your family and your sweet baby Kilian. I read your tribute about going to the hospital where Kilian was born and understood compleatly the pain that those memories held. For i too had an experience like that over 30 years ago when Nicky was born . if you read his time line you will understand. Only to lose him in the hospital, behind the one that saved him years later. I so wish none of us had to experience this loss and so much sadness.
Kilian was needed for greater things that is what others tell me so he was a very special baby as he was called so soon. I think of you all often and send hugs and comfort to you all from the wrate family. Angela NICKYS MUM xoxoxoxoxo
Dear Father who art in Heaven... Please join our family on this Thanksgiving Day and bless each one as we sit down to pray as we remember those who have joined you above so dearly missed and deeply loved.
Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving Day Bless us with memories of those faraway... Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve and help us reach out to others who are bereaved.
We give thanks to you on this Thanksgiving Day.... For Your presence in our lives each and everyday. For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love... And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.
As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving Day... And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today.... May their lights always shine down on us and give us light... And may we feel their presence along with yours tonight.
May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving Day Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way... Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above. For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above... Amen
Missing you always! / Your Mommy
Today, I volunteered to go on a field trip with your brother, as I usually do. It was a field trip to District One Hospital. At first, I didn't think anything of it. I thought it would be fun to go with. So I took Tiernan and a couple of his friends, and met the rest of the class there.
We started the tour- things were going good. And I knew there was a possibility that we would have to go to the OB floor, but I thought I can do this. So we made our way around the hospital. And lastly we went to the OB floor. I stood and listened to all the kids so excited to see this new life, this new baby they were showing to all the kids. My heart was heavy.... and I thought of you... and thought of how different our life is, and that part of our life just seems so out of grasp. And I looked down the hall at the room you were born in. Rm. 202, and I noticed the door was open, and just thought about all the memories in that room. Never have I stepped foot in there since you died, and honestly, I never did want too again. In the back of my head, I thought, please don't tell me we have to go in that room. And I thought with all the germ issues that they wouldn't want all the kids going into rooms.
Then of course- the lady leading the tour said- now we are going to go into this room, 202. And I was so unsure of what I should do. I couldn't leave Tiernan and his friends to go in there by themselves, and I didn't really want to draw attention to myself, and say I can't go in there. So I went in, for the first time, in almost 3 years.
My heart just ached walking into that room, all the kids were excited, looking at all the machines, and playing on the bed, and looking at those little hats that they put new babies in, and talking about all those things. And I just looked around, and could see all the happy memories we had in that room with you. But it didn't feel good, it felt terrible, because it just hurt. Those memories, I will always cherish, but it's always over shadowed by your death. I think of those memories and it just kills me. All the excitement we had, and your brother and sisters coming to see, and our family and friends. And it was gone, in a matter of days. I just wanted to lay on the bed, and cry. Maybe pretend all over again, that you were here. There was just way too much pain in that room. But I had to pretend that I was alright, and I had to hold back with all my strength on the way to school to not cry, because these kids aren't used to seeing me cry, or get upset. And I couldn't explain anything, so I tried to fight it all the way back to school. Of course no one had any clue as to how I felt, or what I was thinking, and fighting back.
It's just so unfair, so hard, and so lonely feeling that pain. You should be here, I should have only happy memories of you there, and experiences with you now, and we don't. I will always cherish the memories that I had with you in that room, it just comes with so much pain, so much hurt. Our hearts are broken, always will be. I ache to have you, and hold you, and be able to create memories with you, good memories, of us having fun with you, snuggling you, loving you. It shouldn't be done from a far, it should be right here at our home, in our arms.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN, KILIAN! / Dianne White/Mom Of Angel Nicholas Read >>
HAPPY HALLOWEEN, KILIAN! / Dianne White/Mom Of Angel Nicholas
Just coming by to wish you a wonderful, fun-filled Halloween with all of our angels. I hope you fill your bag with goodies and have lots of laughs with the tricks. Happy Halloween to You!!
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